sometime my own attitude scared me. it seems completely insane. i loose my control and can’t realize actually what i am doing or thinking or even talking. i don’t know why this happen. today the day started with a crazy behavior of mine. i really couldn’t understand why did i act like this. its hurting me all through the day. i could hear the news on tv… the same news… the cyclone disaster!
last night i took a sudden decision of sit for the GRE test. today i got admitted to a coaching center for the preparation and i went there to attend the first class. i was very much hungry and i went to dominus pizza to have something before my class. i had few minutes and i asked the dominus person to serve me something ready made. he gave me a burger with french fries. it was ok… i took a glass of drinks too. after finishing the food i went to the counter to pay the bill. 230 taka! i was astonished! how it could be happen? i asked again. the waiter came and say ‘the burger costs 175 taka and the drinks 55 taka’. it sounds funny to me… i felt everything- everyone is making fun with me. then i came to the class. i think you could guess what happened there. there were no teacher or student. the front desk person told me that i got a wrong information. actually the class suppose to be happen tomorrow morning. i made a call one of my friend. its was early night, so i wanted to spend the time with any friend. i called once, twice… no reply. i walked alone for an hour, stand motionless beside the road, see people, running bus… passing me…
when things go wrong…
behind the ‘life around me’
it was wednesday 15 august 2007, the name came to mind for the first time- ‘life around me’. i created a space with that name in blogspot. that was the beginning. then bapin bhai bought this domain name for me and i started dreaming to be a blogger. i’ve designed several wordpress theme for clients within this time. but couldn’t able to design my one. i am feeling good because i am going to publish a brand new post for a brand new blog that could be say as ‘my site’.
i am thankful to many person for many reasons. for this site i am really thankful to shafiq bhai and rony bhai for developing this theme. i’ve disturbed them lot and killed their real valuable time. thank you very much shafiq vai and rony vai. i want to thank all the commentators of my ‘previous life around me‘ site who inspired me to building this site. i hope they will keep coming to this site and inspire me as they always did. i am thankful to ebizzsol and bapin bhai for their enormous support and help. thank you all.
how is the ‘life around me’
most of the time it seems really fantastic… and myself lucky. sometime its boring and very few time ‘want to leave it somehow’. for last few years i’ve spent most of the hours of my life with my friends and colleagues. it was nice.
i am not a person with a big ambition. i want to get those things which are around me and reachable with less anxieties. to me its good policy to be happy. i believe in God and i think its the certain source for all desires that i keep.