Saturday, September 05, 2009 | 01:05
sometime i wish, somehow i'll know what's happening in that world where i must have to go!
what is death? it’s one of my favorite thinking when I feel lonely… death is loneliness… absolute loneliness! The day before yesterday I saw someone known to me passed away. I was thinking when walking with the funeral procession to the graveyard… I have the same destiny! It’s being said that spirit never dies. So how I am going to exist with only that spirit? I can’t imagine… but it’s reality that people will forget me as I’ve already forgotten many of my dearest persons. People like me who believe in god always pray a ‘peaceful’ life after the death. I don’t know what the word ‘peaceful’ means here. Is it something like tolerable loneliness?
categories: around me | beyond | dreaming | madness | sleepless nights | thoughts
Monday, August 31, 2009 | 00:41
each of these poster is like an example of perfection. salute to those designers... you are something!
you can find all the posters through this link!
i was looking for some illustrations, posters… some old things. then i got the fifa world cup’s posters of all the previous years from the fifa website… these are wonderful. i always found myself so backdated comparing with the people rest of the world and time. i was thinking even if i were asked to design such a poster, i am sure i’ll not even able to reach the standard of the oldest one. people in 1930 were smarter than me!
categories: beautiful | thoughts | weekend
Sunday, August 23, 2009 | 21:02
it’s really important to have some stories in life of being blessed… it’s needed to make someone feel lucky. i should be thankful – my life is full of such stories… sometime i really feel that i am here all because of my fortune – actually i don’t deserve all these things… that also frustrating! when i try to foresight my future, i can’t breathe… it seems more complicated… more heart breaking. i don’t know why but i just can’t find any good up there. now days i feel pain all around my brain. i know some other of my friends with the same problem and i think it’s a common rising problem of people of my age. few days ago at a certain moment i was dying for a place to let my sight vanished… a place to stand for few moments motionless. but i’ve felt very sorry to found that there is actually not such a single place in this city. i don’t know why i am still living… it shouldn’t be a life where there is no good ahead. i never wanted to see me so hopeless…
categories: dreaming | love | madness | thoughts | weekend
Monday, August 03, 2009 | 00:48
it’s very bad time… in every way. i can’t explain it and i can’t hold it. sometime it seems i am making it worst… why i am not ignoring it?
i was talking with one of my friend:
helal: wat u think abt nature:
me: i wish to die when i found it very beautiful
h: wat da definition of death to u?
m: the deepest sleep… i felt it sometime – forgetting about my existence… as if i am nothing
h: if u blv in religion – its not like tht – death is something different
m: i know that… but i have some other thinking – for bad the sleep is full of bad dreams – and for good… it’s painless
h: only romantic ppl speak like this – its not true – incorrect hypothesis – bad dreams and even pain vary among ppl – its all about how you preserve ur doings – because – dreams are projected from ur memory cell – if u can forget… dreams are always painless – some ppl even dont dream anything
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h: death – some ppl await death
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h: ppl die in some cases – even if they can take breathe
death is to me, the termination of some state
1. careness for anything/anybody
2. urge for any expected incident to be occurred
3. charm of life
m: well said – i agree
h: lol – and ppl expect death in some cases (except humaiyan the great)
1. when he/she finds no way out
2. when he/she cant tolerate the insult
3. when he/she loses the most precious thing(local idea) of his/her life
locality means the limitation of knowledge – wat he thinks true in local can be false in global – so as human being most of the time cant see the life as whole – his thoughts are limited
m: i don’t know so many things… but i am finding some similarities with my thinking
h: because in knowledge, i live in the same domain – so there must be similarities
m: to me… it probably could be an exit of the pain i am having now
categories: beyond | madness | sleepless nights | thoughts | weekend
Thursday, July 02, 2009 | 15:24
the idea was simple… a complete base of information of all the destinations of bangladesh and possible accommodations of these places. we’ve started thinking to build such a thing at the beginning of this year and after six months of hard work the beta version of tripbd.com is live now. well, i am honored to get the scope of working with the design and functionality analysis part of this site. we have tried our best to have a good start… we went to more than 400 hotels from popular destinations of bangladesh in person and collect data about their features, pricing, offers and took photos of their rooms, lobby etc. we hired dedicated article writes who are collecting information and writing articles about various destinations of bangladesh. ‘branding bangladesh in tourism’ is our motto and we really believe we can do that. well, this site is built with a simple registration process with which you will get access to write article, make comment and manage several personalized features. we are encouraging you to contribute to this site and be a part of this journey.
categories: around me | my work | office | travel
Monday, June 29, 2009 | 02:39
my mom said the day i was born was the 8th long day the sun wasn’t seen. it was raining and raining… all through the days and nights. may be that’s why i like rain. last year it was raining the same way and that was one of the most memorable rainy story of my life. i wanted it same way this year too. though it was raining in the last evening but now there is no sign. in the rainy time i was on my way to uttara and i was thinking about this writing with a thought of very first memory of mine! how many days i’ve already passed from my life time? i guess it’s the bigger half of all. if i compare, there are lot to be done yet. if not, life is easy… just start counting the other days.
categories: dreaming | rain | sleepless nights | thoughts
Monday, June 15, 2009 | 02:22
summer :: rainy season :: nature
first of all i’d like to add three of my recent works which i’ve done as my academic projects… as i’ve promised in my last post that i’ll let you know some updates about my work. well, i believe i am a good worker. so if you ask me about that, it’s normally a positive answer. i still have some running projects in my hand which i know will be appreciated. but i could find a gap somewhere in myself which really rising some question ahead me. what’s the problem with me? i always dream about a simple life… ‘simple but valuable’… at least valuable to me. but… i could find lots of ‘but’ which i don’t like. i don’t want to see me confused…
categories: madness | my work | sleepless nights | thoughts
Saturday, May 23, 2009 | 02:20
This site was inactive for few weeks as it was hacked by someone!!! That was really surprising. I thought hacking happens with the famous things only and I never thought me so famous. But I think I am really thankful to this person who hacked my website and made me feel that I am someone… ha ha ha.
Well, if I count the differences those came to my life within the time this site was inactive… I should say – yes, I’ve got a massive change in my mind. I’ve reinvented something from around me which seems really extraordinary to me. Something like ‘…etodin chilo sadharon tarmajhe ekjon jake aj boro alada lage’… ha ha ha.
About my work: I’ve completed designing a blog for the daily star which hopefully going to be live within few days… I am happy for that. Few more projects are also coming where I was involved with the designing part… I’ll let you know when they will be live… and as well as I am working with this website… I want to give it a new look and add some new features.
categories: around me | love | my work