1: i like travelling and i wanted to be the first user of tripbd. 2: prothom alo is one of the biggest brand in bangladesh. the log was created by such biggest one; qayyum chowdhury. 3: i really like this logo and really feel proud that i've created this one 
it took more than 3 months to write something about what happening around me. there were few reasons:
> recently i’ve realized that my english is real bad and i am ashamed of it
> there were no good stories… not bad stories though
> i am in a loop
i was at srimangal when the calender was changing. before i went there, i thought to write a review about the concluding year. but it didn’t happen. srimangal tour was wonderful. we were a group of 20 and we stayed in a bungalow of tea garden.
now i am thinking about the year 2009… i don’t know what should i say about it. most of the time it seemed i am not having a good time though in the meantime i’ve got the chance to work with some great projects like tripbd.com, prothom-alo.com, goromcha.com… and once again i’ve fallen in love! but right now i am with bare hands and mind, looking toward the infinity for a miracle. it’s true i never lose my faith.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 | 03:13
sometime i wish, somehow i'll know what's happening in that world where i must have to go!
what is death? it’s one of my favorite thinking when I feel lonely… death is loneliness… absolute loneliness! The day before yesterday I saw someone known to me passed away. I was thinking when walking with the funeral procession to the graveyard… I have the same destiny! It’s being said that spirit never dies. So how I am going to exist with only that spirit? I can’t imagine… but it’s reality that people will forget me as I’ve already forgotten many of my dearest persons. People like me who believe in god always pray a ‘peaceful’ life after the death. I don’t know what the word ‘peaceful’ means here. Is it something like tolerable loneliness?
Saturday, September 05, 2009 | 01:05
it’s really important to have some stories in life of being blessed… it’s needed to make someone feel lucky. i should be thankful – my life is full of such stories… sometime i really feel that i am here all because of my fortune – actually i don’t deserve all these things… that also frustrating! when i try to foresight my future, i can’t breathe… it seems more complicated… more heart breaking. i don’t know why but i just can’t find any good up there. now days i feel pain all around my brain. i know some other of my friends with the same problem and i think it’s a common rising problem of people of my age. few days ago at a certain moment i was dying for a place to let my sight vanished… a place to stand for few moments motionless. but i’ve felt very sorry to found that there is actually not such a single place in this city. i don’t know why i am still living… it shouldn’t be a life where there is no good ahead. i never wanted to see me so hopeless…
Sunday, August 23, 2009 | 21:02
it’s very bad time… in every way. i can’t explain it and i can’t hold it. sometime it seems i am making it worst… why i am not ignoring it?
i was talking with one of my friend:
helal: wat u think abt nature:
me: i wish to die when i found it very beautiful
h: wat da definition of death to u?
m: the deepest sleep… i felt it sometime – forgetting about my existence… as if i am nothing
h: if u blv in religion – its not like tht – death is something different
m: i know that… but i have some other thinking – for bad the sleep is full of bad dreams – and for good… it’s painless
h: only romantic ppl speak like this – its not true – incorrect hypothesis – bad dreams and even pain vary among ppl – its all about how you preserve ur doings – because – dreams are projected from ur memory cell – if u can forget… dreams are always painless – some ppl even dont dream anything
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h: death – some ppl await death
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h: ppl die in some cases – even if they can take breathe
death is to me, the termination of some state
1. careness for anything/anybody
2. urge for any expected incident to be occurred
3. charm of life
m: well said – i agree
h: lol – and ppl expect death in some cases (except humaiyan the great)
1. when he/she finds no way out
2. when he/she cant tolerate the insult
3. when he/she loses the most precious thing(local idea) of his/her life
locality means the limitation of knowledge – wat he thinks true in local can be false in global – so as human being most of the time cant see the life as whole – his thoughts are limited
m: i don’t know so many things… but i am finding some similarities with my thinking
h: because in knowledge, i live in the same domain – so there must be similarities
m: to me… it probably could be an exit of the pain i am having now
Monday, August 03, 2009 | 00:48
summer :: rainy season :: nature
first of all i’d like to add three of my recent works which i’ve done as my academic projects… as i’ve promised in my last post that i’ll let you know some updates about my work. well, i believe i am a good worker. so if you ask me about that, it’s normally a positive answer. i still have some running projects in my hand which i know will be appreciated. but i could find a gap somewhere in myself which really rising some question ahead me. what’s the problem with me? i always dream about a simple life… ‘simple but valuable’… at least valuable to me. but… i could find lots of ‘but’ which i don’t like. i don’t want to see me confused…
Monday, June 15, 2009 | 02:22
i was thinking of this day for last few days… what i supposed to do. then i got a music and listening it too much. it actually makes no sense but i can’t avoid thinking…
Saturday, February 14, 2009 | 01:58
am i going to be famous?
this illustration was done by the prothom alo design team. i liked this one and found it perfect for my post!
the new prothom alo website has launched last 16 september. within last two weeks we have experienced ‘somethings’ which were really very new to all of us. prothom alo had published an ad on that day in their printed newspaper declaring the lunching of their new website which has brought million of visitors to the newly launched website. according to alexa, on this day prothom-alo.com got the highest visitors within it’s present history. that was wonderful… again alarming for us. we should agree that we had some limitations which has caused sufferings for many visitors… they didn’t able to reach the website. but within few hours we have able to fix maximum of the obstacles. after that we start getting feedbacks from users… more than three thousands of feedback within just 48 hours! it’s true there were some feedback criticizing the new design… some of them were really considerable and we are still trying to combine them to the website.
well, today prothom alo published an article about this new website. they mentioned our name in the article… ha ha ha! am i going to be famous? it’s something new to me and the truth is i am feeling good.
thanks prothom alo!