January 31st 2008

The obvious…

I am thinking lot about this matter for last few days. We are hurrying to a destination… willingly or unwillingly. There will be one day when I’ll be not here and it’s obvious. I am trying to imagine the scene; a world without my physical existence! Will be there any difference? Human mind can forget or absorb some sorrow very quickly… it’s needed to survive. So how long and how many people is going to remember me? I had a friend who passed away at the age of 15 and to be honest now I just can imagine his blurry face. But when he was with us, it was impossible to avoid him in any incident. A religious person told me a story about the life after death. When a person passes away us we bury him/her. For first few days we mourn lot, pray for the soul, go to the grave and discuss lot about his /her activities. Then we start forgetting… we start remember him /her occasionally and after 1/2 generation, everything fade away. At this time the God come to the soul and say “no one is here to remember you or support you, now you are all alone. So let’s analyze the deeds you’ve done in your physical life.” After hearing this story I tried to remember my grand and grand grandfathers-mothers. I could remember just few faces among hundreds. People say dying is a part of life and we all are hurrying to fulfill this part of life.

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January 28th 2008

Photoshop CS3

Photoshop became a part of my life because I spend almost 8 hours with this software everyday. I am used to with just Photoshop 7 version though adobe has introduced some other newer version within last 2/3 years. Once I’ve tried the Photoshop CS years back but it didn’t suit me. Few days ago I’ve installed the Photoshop CS3 and worked few project there. I liked it. It’s much better than the CS though I still prefer the 7 because I learnt Photoshop with this version and I know it better. From the very first day I liked mostly three new features of CS3:


1: its revised hand tool which allowed you to scroll the canvas all around the screen and let you work at the last pixel of canvas.
2: option to create folder inside a folder and multiple layers selection option just with a ctrl+click.
3: cool interface.


I think it must have some other new options and there are some problems too. You must have to have a very good configured pc. It took almost 2.5 gb hard disk space and when it works you can’t work with other software properly. If you increase the history states and you work with a large file, it starts showing ‘scratch disk full’ message. Otherwise it’s a cool software and I hope I am going to like it.

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January 16th 2008

young philosopher

young philosopher


Yesterday I was talking with my nephew who is 8 years old lives abroad. Suddenly I asked him a question what is life? It’s not a usual question for such age and he even didn’t understand the question. Then I tried to explain him the question and he told me that he doesn’t know the answer. I told him life is when you feel happy you smile and when you feel sorrow you cry. He just shook his head. Then I asked him when do you feel happy? he started counting his finger and answered me without any hesitation:

1. when I do something good

2. when I come to my home and talk

3. when someone play with me

4. when I am near to a sea

: when do you feel sorrow?

1. if someone beat me

2. if someone kick me

3. if someone tell me a bad thing

4. find myself in a bad place

5. find myself in a war


I don’t know when children start building their own views. Sometime their thinking is even better than the adult.

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categories: around me, family

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January 10th 2008

Bandarban, for the second time

This time I became sure that mountains are beautiful during the rainy season. Everything seems clean and fresh that time though leaches could suck your blood. Its winter and the weather are dry and rough. We went through the same foot prints those we drew on last May [ read the previous story ]. But this time we were in a small group with less team spirit and less glamor. I had to fight lot to manage the time. I keep recalling my memories all through the way. We reached the boga lake by 29 December evening. We were prepared to face a hard cold but the weather was much warmer than the city. The home where we lived this time was a cool place than last time. It was very comfortable in every way. On 30 December some of our friend went to the peak of keokradong. We were out of all networks and that was the biggest relaxation. No regular schedule, no hurry, no boss, no computer, no mobile … drinking lake water, having tasteless same food in breakfast, lunch, dinner with a great eagerness, trying to enjoy every single moment. On 31, the sun set with great sorrow from sky of boga lake area. A deadly road accident happened on the way to boga lake, took a death toll of 4 persons. At the earlier night someone brought a dead cobra. He said it attacked him on the way so that he killed it. It brought lot of excitement to the tribal and as well as the tourists. They cooked the cobra and many of our friends took it with a great excitement. We set a fire and roasted a goat. On the first moment of New Year everyone start dancing, most of drunk till throat. The night grew older and moon started shining from behind the big mountains. That was the nicest part of the whole tour.

after the long bath


Next morning we got up with a spirit to walk 17 km way back. I walked the same way last time but this time it was too hard. The sun was burning all the time. Once it happened we finished the last drop of the water and had to walk another hour to find a water source. All tiredness came zero when I took a long bath in the river of sangu. It was a biggest achievement this time. Ruma bazaar is too known to us and we spend few useless hours there. Some of us wanted to get back earlier to banadarban. But most of us liked to stay motionless. 2 January, we start our journey back to Dhaka. There was a huge traffic jam on the way. It was a great time… but not so great as it was before.



Ok, I’ve learnt few things,

  • >> He is a foolish who pretends to be a good, sober person all the time.
  • >> ‘Out of sight out mind’ isn’t always true. Sometime you should go far to measure the depth of your sight.

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January 9th 2008

long expected

result of bfa 2004, graphic design


I wanted to write about it earlier. But many things happened in last 15 days and I didn’t get time for that. It’s a huge thing but happened almost silently. After 7 years 8 months and 3 days, we got a formal declaration of achieving a bachelor degree. It was a too long great time. The list you can see on the picture is our result sheet. Congratulations to everyone of the list.

posted by nazim at 2:27 PM

categories: around me, exam

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